Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Vampire Teeth

Conflict is the essential element to every story no matter how it is told. Usually there are two opposing forces represented the characters of a hero and a villain. The hero, protagonist, the reader or viewer can easily identify with. It is often from the hero's point of view that the story is told. The villain, antagonist, is a force that opposes the hero. In most stories it takes the form of a character, but sometimes it may take any form as long as its opposes the hero and provides conflict to drive the story. At the end of the story the conflict is traditionally resolved. However, there are some stories where the conflict goes unresolved. 

Here is a story from the movie, Where the Wild Things Are, told by the character Max to his Mother: 

There were these buildings....these really tall buildings, and they can walk. Then there were some vampires. One of the vampires bit the tallest building and his fangs broke off...then all his other teeth fell out... then he started crying...and then all the other vampires said, "Why are you crying, aren't those just your baby teeth?" 

He said, "No those are my grown up teeth." 

And the vampires knew he couldn't be a vampire anymore so they left him. The End. 

Internal conflict is difficult to illustrate and easy to get bored with as a reader or viewer. But sometimes it can be mysterious. This story so simple and still very complex. It is hard to understand that it is about becoming an adult. The vampire's teeth symbolize a child's imagination, which helps protect the psyche from loss. 

Here is the story taken from the movie and animated on youtube: 


Monday, November 29, 2010

Health Insurance and Luck.

Most people who are unemployed don't have health insurance. Sooner of later you're going to get hurt. Hopefully, it won't be that bad. You can get up, brush yourself off, put a band-aid over a cut, and miraculously let your body heal itself. Then, there are times you will be unlucky.

Many people in their late 20s and 30s gamble with their health by not having health insurance because they are healthy. It's a gamble that many make because they can't afford to pay the monthly premiums. Even some of the employed don't have health benefits, while others work at places like Starbucks that provide health care, even for part-time work. Needless to say, health insurance is a very big deal.

Two months ago I was playing flag football at a local park in Queens, and after making a difficult catch at the goal line, I noticed my pinky finger on my left hand was dislocated. A good doctor can diagnosis the medical condition correctly. However, proper treatment without medical insurance can be difficult and uncertainty of the condition can be one of the problems.


I had a few options. The first was I could relocate, or outwardly reduce, my left pinky myself. Second, wait for a friend who is a chief resident, and my girlfriend's roommate, at an area hospital to come back from a trip to Florida. Third, go to the emergency room. Because, I didn't want to fix it myself and I've heard of people getting huge medical bills from trips to the emergency room I waited for my doctor friend to get back.

After a couple of days my dislocated finger had swelled complicating what seemed to be a simple procedure. However, with much effort, my finger was eventually set back in place by the good doctor and splinted for the ligaments to heal. This took longer than expected.

By November the splint came off and I could hardly move the finger. Panic set in at the thought of permanent damage. Anyone I knew who could help I called. This is what you do when you don't have insurance.

It turns out one of my oldest friends is a radiologist in a New England hospital. I called. Left a message and waited. My Father told me of a cousin who works as an OT (occupational therapist) at a Hand Surgeon's office in Huntington. I called another cousin to get in touch with him. This all took more than a day. David, the radiologist, called back first and his advice was to go to the Emergency Room.

If you live in New York City and don't have health insurance and need to see a doctor you have two choices. The first the New York City Free Clinic run by New York University.

http://nycfreeclinic.med.nyu.edu/

The clinic is located on 16th street near Union Square. You must speak with a social worker before you can get an appointment to see a doctor. Appointments are only available on Saturday. And you will be seen by a medical student from NYU who will be supervised by an actual doctor. The second choice is to got to the Emergency Room at hospitals that are part of the New York City Health and Hospitals Corporation.

http://www.nyc.gov/html/hhc/html/facilities/directory.shtml

Their mission, as stated on the website, is to provide healthcare to all New Yorkers, "regardless of their ability to pay." Whoever wrote that also used important sounding words like equally, quality, dignity, respect.....blah, blah, blah. What is important is being seen by a physician who has access to medical equipment, such as a x-ray machine.

It seemed like a big decision to go to ER at the time, but I didn't have a choice. The wait wasn't that bad. I walked out of Elmhurst Hospital Center six hours later with different questions though. What is Boutonniere's Deformity?

After being seen by a medical student in ER, the doctor told me after an examination and X-rays that I had a leguminous injury. Possibly a central slip injury and the beginning of Boutonniere's Deformity. An appointment with the hand clinic was suggested and made for a follow up.




You can scare the shit out of yourself by using the internet to self-diagnose medical conditions. Trying to sleep believing you are permanently disabled in part because you made the wrong choices can be difficult. David called back later and told me he worried about that particular diagnosis. My appointment with the hand clinic was for 12:30 on Friday.

If you don't have insurance you have to register with the hospital and get a HHC card. This took about an hour. I was then able to get past the secretary at the hand clinic and into another waiting room. I waited for over four hours. Doctors and nurses finished their shifts and other patients got treated multiple times. I changed my seat multiple times, looked at the television, tried to read, and listened to other people speaking in Spanish. After an interminable amount of time a doctor with wispy white hair and glasses told me after examination that I had a bad sprain. This he was able to determine without looking at my X-rays. Meekly pushing a roll of medical tape towards me on the desk with two fingers he said, "You can have this. Make sure you buddy tape the pinky to the ring finger. You should be okay."

After waiting four hours and paying $15 that lukewarm prognosis was the best I could wring out of the system. I made another appointment with the Elmhurst Hospital Center hand clinic at the end of the month. When I went to the hand surgeon my cousin works for it was as if I had been transported by benevolent aliens on board their mothership, treated with space aged technology, and returned safely.

There are many unemployed who don't have access to medical care. In some cases it is their reason for that status. This time I kinda of lucked out.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Important first steps. (Who moved my fucking cheese!)

Welcome to being unemployed. Yeah, I am sure that thought took more than a moment to comprehend, like a slap in the face or a punch in the gut.

One of the last days I was officially employed as a public school teacher the union representative came up to me and handed me some forms. I still have it somewhere in one of the bins I keep papers. It reads like chapter from a Dale Carnegie book.

"Just make sure you apply for unemployment insurance as soon as you can," he told me.

His perfunctory union duties satisfied I met one more time with some other faceless school representative, a secretary for the assistant to the superintendent for instruction or human resources. It funny how your physical presence can be a minor obstacle to their office chatter. With a signature I relinquished the title of teacher I once held for the school district I used to work for. Now what?

If you live in New York State click on this link:

https://ui.labor.state.ny.us/UBC/home.do


It will direct your web browser to the New York State Department of Labor Unemployment Benefits online application. Fill it out. The reason why my union rep told me to fill it out as soon as I can is that there is a waiting period of one week from the time you claim benefits to the time you get your benefits (money).

If you live in any other state I am sure if you perform a google search you can find your State's DOL Unemployment benefit application page.

At most you'll receive $405 a week. This may not seem like much, but it helps. Right now I am not getting the full amount but its a life raft. Take it.

Posts from the Underground.

Russell Crowe
One of Charlie Rose's guests tonight is actor Russell Crowe. Who stated during the interview that he likes to tailor his schedule around the director's work habits, and said, "There is something soul destroying for having to wait around for work." I agree. See the interview tonight at 11 PM on PBS. Mr. Crowe if nothing else can be a captivating speaker.